Spotlight on: Confidence

Wow…..well. That is definatley something I will never do…..that I can’t do…..

Watching the X factor….singing….yes sure after a good few nudges I will sing in a panto….but karoke……x factor….noooooo…..acting….yess……………stripped back singing…noooo….

Confidence comes in many forms-I love comedy acting…I don’t really do straight acting….my mum said the other day “It’s a shame you can’t think of stand up material” (hiding behind my hands…I laughed) “what you’re really funny!!” “Yes but it’s confidence mum” “haha!!! You have loads of it-that’s so funny!”

She is right-mum’s usually are aren’t they? Although at times we hate to admit it lol. Yes I am naturally confident-acting is portraying a character…stand up..is just….me…I would love to do it…but…oohh err.

You see-I’m sure I have mentioned before about how NMO changed me-everything….mind set….self image but this is it….I got to a point where I thought: “you learn to walk again-then tell me how I should look” So I stopped giving a stuff-dressed how I like and built my own image-but it took a lot of self belief and hard work and I will be blogging about my next weight loss stint…but mind set….yep….that’s what hardened me. Fight or flight.

So I laugh loud, I wear glitter, I have big hair, I like petticoats, fishnets and anything quirky.

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Why? Because I want too. I like it. It makes me happy. I’ve done the ‘looking ill’-(i do still have days!!)

But now, when people ask how I am…my response is”fine thanks” “yeah good-you?” Not my life story of NMO.

Why? Beacuse I am me. I am not NMO I am not a disibility or an illness.

Fight the good fight

Peace out….lolz xxxx

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